I feel it whenever the wind blows
I feel it deep in my soul
I feel it when the night is upon me
it's time for me to go
CHORUS
I Feel so far from home
I feel I don't belong
I feel like a stranger here
it's time for me to go
the tide will only get higher
the waves will start crashing in
my life will only get harder to bear
it's time for me to go
voices constantly calling
they question why I am here
they say whenever the wind blows
they say it's time to go
I yearn to be where the sun shines
my heart longs to be free
my heart will go where the wind goes
and I will go away
The song has always been one of my most popular songs and has been on two of my CDs. It has always been my families favourite song as well. For some odd reason there were several people who considered it an assisted suicide song, being written in Oregon, me being a doctor...
However it was an interesting journey into the realm of music, and all that goes on there.
It did feel odd playing the song after my diagnosis with the cancer though.
Today we did a video in our back yard, and if it is not at the end of this blog, it will be on one soon.
My health is... stable. My "twin" has just been diagnosed with possible recurrence of her cancer in the lymph nodes around the heart and lungs. When I say twin, .. she is someone who had exactly the same grade and stage or cancer and she received exactly the same treatments as me. Only thing is that she was 6 months ahead of me. I guess we were both thinking that we were out of the woods.
I am looking forward to "establishing" with the BC cancer agency for my follow up. I have more pain with time, and though it has been established that the pain is related to the radiation damage, it is hard some times, not to worry about the cancer..... but I don't... too often.
Well NOW it is moving day, I had a very rough night with nausea and pain, so I have opted to wait for Ken and drive up with him after the moving van leaves. We have to be at border before 3:30 to get the cars "imported".
The van is here...sooo
gotta go
love Janet
janken b @ gmail.com